in order to not spam the forum, I'll post it here.
Log: Log file open, 12/17/10 19:43:21
Init: Name subsystem initialized
Init: Detected: Microsoft Windows NT 6.1 (Build: 7600)
Init: Version: 3369 (128.29)
Init: Compiled: Nov 23 2005 16:23:34
Init: Command line:
Init: Character set: Unicode
Init: Base directory: C:\UT2004\System\
Init: Ini:UT2004.ini UserIni:User.ini
Init: Build label: UT2004 Build UT2004_Build_[2005-11-23_16.22]
Init: Object subsystem initialized
Log: Splash screen filename is '..\Help\UT2004Logo.bmp'
Log: nvd3dum.dll/NVIDIA GeForce GTS 250
Warning: Failed to load 'ParticleMeshes': Can't find file for package 'ParticleMeshes'
Warning: Failed to load 'XEffects': Can't find file for package 'ParticleMeshes'
Warning: Failed to load 'XGame': Can't find file for package 'ParticleMeshes'
Warning: Failed to load 'Entry': Can't find file for package 'ParticleMeshes'
Warning: Failed to load 'Level None.MyLevel': Can't find file for package 'ParticleMeshes'
Critical: Failed to enter Entry: Can't find file for package 'ParticleMeshes'
Critical: Windows GetLastError: There are no more files. (18)
Exit: Executing UObject::StaticShutdownAfterError
Exit: Executing UWindowsClient::ShutdownAfterError
Critical: UGameEngine::Init
Critical: InitEngine
Critical: FMallocWindows::Free
Localization: No localization: Window.IDDIALOG_CrashBox.IDC_CrashBox (int)
Exit: Exiting.
Log: FileManager: Reading 0 GByte 17 MByte 208 KByte 595 Bytes from HD took 1.089999 seconds (1.059999 reading, 0.030000 seeking).
Log: FileManager: 0.539999 seconds spent with misc. duties
Uninitialized: Name subsystem shut down
Uninitialized: Log file closed, 12/17/10 19:43:35
this is my ut2004.log further... i have no clue... i think i will reinstall if its not fixed in a couple of days(i really want to play again....)